Assalamualaikum to my dudes n dudettes!
2 Weeks
2 Events
2 Locations
2 Intentions
For
1 cause, for Allah!
1st Event/Week
Perak. Nur Lembah Lenggong. 4D 3N. Sungai Perak. Fauzan. Patience. Frustration. Cigarettes. Will. Teamwork. Concern. Leadership. Sarcasm. Survival.Unity. Creativity. Oranges. Rafting. Sleeps. Prayers. Craps. Love. Nightwalk. Solo Drop. Reminisce. Oil Palm Plantation. Birthday. Objectives. Flying Fox. Expectations. Cakes. Voiceless. Independent. Brothers. Scoldings. Food. Tears. No TV. Honesty. Kiffah. Chewing Gums. Newbies. Slingshot. Task. Slow. Pressure. Secret Admirer. Faris. Support. Lesson learnt. Darkness. Motivation. Self-Belief. Exercises. Breakfasts. Misses. No phone calls. New Rules. Mime. Museum. Hampers. Sungei Buloh. A&W. Fun!
2nd Event/Week
Masjid Darul Ghufran. Cage Leader. 200 Sheeps. Paperworks. Ust Irwansyah. Cage. Briefing. Wrongs. Sacrifice. Slaughter. Knife. Feedings. Sleepless Nights. Rachets. Spanar. 7-Eleven. 3D 2N. Solat AidilAdha. Jemaahs. Takbir. Skinning. Coupons. Meat. Satisfaction. Manpower. Callings. Disobedient kids. Strengths. Friends or Foe. Thirst. For Allah. Objective-oriented. Smiles. Tears. Fear. Run away. Stench. Dirty. Challenges. Horns. Faeces. "Fucking"-(hehe). Ended.
For the whole stretch of two weeks, i was fully committed myself to Fityan Ghufran. i believe, this is the time to spend time and show that i really exist for reasons. i maybe disappointed by the words from 'him' but, optimistically, 'he' have his reasons to change me for a better. Anyway, i finally felt satisfied and surprise that i've made it through the whole Hari Raya Korban as a Cage Leader with the least problems faced. these two events, test my patience and my commitment towards an activity. i guess, i've proved myself wrong, that i can do it. but, there's still more challenges ahead. i shouldnt be arrogant or boastful. i'll do my best. With proper guidance and support from my friends, Insyallah. Amin.
To someone i love, im sorry that i didnt spend much time with u. Love is sacrifice. Thanks for your understanding. I respect/love you for who u are. When school re-opens, i'll spend time with u even more ok?