29 July 2007

27/07/2007

Request from adik amalia for blog updates!

Peace Assalamu’alaikum from scrazzy. Jeahh-Jeahh!!

A very happy 52nd birthday for my always cute dad, Mr. Rafi’ee Anuar
He’s the best!! The most understanding person in the family.
Thank you dad for every sacrifice and hardwork you’ve done for the family.
Also, I wanna apologise for all mishaps that happened all this while
And, sorry no birthday gift this time. Mafi fulus ya abba. Hehe
All I can give is my doa from a son for his dad.

“Allahumma, Jauhkan bala’ kepada bapaku and keluargaku.
Murahkanlah rezki dan berkatilah ilmu yang dipelajarinya.
Jauhkan dia dari azab kubur and azab api neraka.
Allahumma, golongkan dia dari golongan solihin and muttaqun.
Selamatkan juga dia dunia dan akhirat.
Jauhkan juga bapaku dari hasad dengki dan dizalimi dari orang-orang yang menzalimi.
Berikanlah bapaku fahaman seperti orang-orang yang ‘alim.
Sesungguhnya, Engkau Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui. Amin.”

*sorry no pix for updates now
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Oh my god! Headed to school with adik amalia and also, headed back to east together yesterday!!
Why…?
Im unsure seyy…
I think, we’re are getting closer as friends. Do you agree with me, adik?
Yeah, pinching her arms and crap around till bedok/tampines are considered a routine.
Haha! Still, I hate her.
Why…?
Good thing is, she’s a good listener, someone you can talk to. So, we talk all the time!
Nice.. Oklaa.. Haha!!
I mean, now, we’re able to open up and share stories on our journey back home.
I don’t care if she hates me too as mentioned in her blog cos’ it’s mutual.
Later in the early morning, had a chat with her over the phone. Surprised that she read a book.
Someone asked me, “Korang dua ade pape ke ni.. hehe”
So I answered, “im targeting someone else. And we’re just being close jek”
Then the person replied, “target orang lain?ala. kdg2 feelings can change tau. N its all abt chemistry”
Upon reading that message, I was like, “ishk! Orang ade nk kejarkn die, die ckp mcm nie.. haha!!”
So, yeah..

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I think, I wanna have some say here….

Sometimes, I think of Him, Allah.
It really feels so great that it can tear me down.
Still, I wonder why some don’t feel the same way cos’ we share the same Creator.
Why are we ignorant as slaves of God?
Look around!! His creations are in front of your eyes. Live.
Have you ever appreciate that you’ve been created in this world??
The features you’ve borrowed from Him, think again.

Again, the nature that you’ve been admiring.
Have you ever thought who’s the creator??
Or is it simply just nature?

HE’s the Greatest! These creations are free to view and use.

My brothers and sisters in Islam,
It is obviously proven who is the Creator.
Are our prostration enough as compared to what we’ve been given all this while.
Think again.

Are we really sincere to what we are doing now??
Just remember, whatever that is created will perish one day.
It is all a matter of time.

1:25:00 AM
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23 July 2007

Sekali lagi…
Indah dipadang mata
Sejuk halwa telinga
Damai rasa dijiwa
Hidup.. mari berkarya !!

Pernah Hang tuah berkata, ‘ Takkan Melayu hilang di dunia .’
Akan ku sambung ayat itu.
‘ Takkan Melayu hilang di dunia, tapi yang tinggal semua yang bodoh-bodoh.’
Mengapa??
Hasad dengki berleluasa, menghentam yang tidak bersalah
Mengapa??
Lihatlah dunia yang fana’ ini, apakah yang Melayu disanjungi Hang Tuah sedang lakukan?
Mengkhianati yang lain sebangsa. Mengapakah harus Melayu terus bernafas jika ada sebegini?

Berani aku mengatakan,
Sekumpulan orang-orang seni telah berkarya.
Dikhianati oleh orang-orang seni sebangsa.
Kalau lah Hang Tuah hidup bangkit dari tanah, akan di tanam diri hidup-hidup.
(aku tidak mengutuk Hang Tuah)

Islam boleh dijadikan seni. Seni boleh menyampaikan Islam.
Seni itu luas. Tapi, jika berfikiran cetek, usahlah dikau dekati.

Diamlah hai insan yang hipokrit.
Berdepanlah dengan berani.
Berdebatlah demi kebenaran.
Berani kerana benar.
Takut kerana Salah.
Kebenaran akan bersinar suatu nanti.

Ayatku lagi… “Bercekalkan iman. Mempraktikkan taqwa. Memperhalusi Seni.”
Ingat! Kekata boleh jadi doa.

Congratulations Temasek Polytechnic!
You guys have won the overall champion in Pesta Peti Putih.
Bravo!

Congrats to Ngee Ann Poly Sri Nadi
For winning 2 awards! Good! Better! Best!

Sri Nadi,
Stop the cries.
Relax and move on!
We are strong, too strong for them to handle.
We have our future.
Prevent us not, ignorant!
Let’s create with unity.
That was a step for us into the world of theatre.
Remember, people can’t stop talking.
And, the world may against us,
If we stand still and be strong, we’ll still be who we are!!
Just don’t be a hypocrite my friend.

Sri Nadi,
Memories are for us to reminisce
Knowledge is for us to spread
Problems are for us to be stronger
Joy is for our effort
Smiles are for us to give
So, let’s face it together.

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Happened!
On 22/7/07, the early morning…

Hahaha!
Initially, I didn’t have the idea of overnighting at blk 159, tampines
After hanging discussing with the rebellious people of Kongkalikong,
Went off to abdillah’s place. Waited for him to change.
Then, asked him to accompany me to 159.
Well, he agreed and off we go to 159, walking.
At the same time, im waiting for fandi to be there.
Upon reaching 159, Ust ahmad seek our help to carry some loads.
Yeah, we did. Hehe
Before he left to his friend’s wedding, he reminded me to switch on the generators when the sound man arrives.
Rain poured the area around 3.45am.
So, cooling. We almost dozed off when the sound man arrives.
Ishk! Wrong timing seyy…
Ok! Went to see the generator
The sound man switched on himself.
They asked us whether there’s any ramp to the field.
It’s for the van to get to the field.
(avoid the sound gadgets from getting wet & spoilt)
We looked for it all over.
Unfortunately, there’s no ramp.
Surprisingly, we saw the van at the end of the field.
Stucked. The tyres sanked into the field.
All of us pushed the van together but to no avail.
We seeked help from some guys nearby.
Again, we tried pushing from front.
Yes! The tyres at the back of the van were free.
Then, poop!! The front tyre burst!
Another problem.
We’re doing everything under the rain.
We unloaded the stuffs from the van, one-by-one.
The equipments were very heavy.
We endured whole-heartedly.
Regarding the punctured tyre, the driver looked for the toolbox.
But, there was none in the van.
Haizz…
Abdillah searched all over the carpark to look for car owners
To borrow car-jack units.
Luckily, he found a taxi driver.
But, he have to hurry.
We were unable to detach the spare tyre.
Then tyre man came to the rescue
It was so easy for him to solve the punctured tyre problem.
Thank goodness..
Another thing, when one the soundman fixed the sound system, there was no power for him. I mean, no power supplied for the sound system.
I had to climb onto one of the tent to fix it.
Ishk! We’re still freezing.
After the hardwork, we had to clear some mess.
Waited for Ust ahmad was an ache.
Shagged and cold we waited for him.
Haizz.. what a morning with abdillah and the soundman.
But, we had the soundman’s no.
We can work with him if we wants to. Hehe
Hikmah behind all the thrash.
So... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

That’s it!
Haha! Till’ next entry!

11:19:00 PM
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20 July 2007

Indah dipandang mata
Sejuk halwa telinga
Damai rasa di jiwa
Hidup… Mari berkarya…

Jeahh-Jeahh…..!!!!
We got Scrazzy in the House!
The actual performance, PPP, was finally over hours ago.
The effort was, also finally paid off at last.
The moment I, and some of us have been waiting for, for long.
So, there’ll be no more of :
My cheekiness….
‘That’ Smiles….
My crap….
Late night journey back home…
Director’s demand…
Tears shared….
Casts’ Laughters….
Memorizing of scripts…
Pulling of well-kept hairs…
Carrying of ‘well-constructed’ boxes…
Playing back of drama routine…
Mat Rasta wannabe…
Yelling of ‘sedare’…
Tiring nights…
Wrestling with Hizamy…
Grumblings…
“Fighting for a girl”…
Jeahh-Jeahh with them…
Discrete hatred towards Mr. J…
Bald-headed Hatta…
Tight costumes…
Delaying assignments…
Late night sleeps…
B.A block…
TAPAC…
Arts House…
Kongkalikung…
Pesta Peti Putih…

But, there’s no end for the friendship we’ve created. Although it’s 2-months we committed ourselves to PPP, but it seems like more than I’ve known them. Im starting to miss the PPP-ians though I’ve been looking forward to the ending of PPP practices. I just wanna apologise to all PPP-ians for my poor conduct or unintentionally mistreated you guys. Cos’, “Yang baik dating dari Tuhan, Yang jahat dating dari kita sendiri” –wak hizamy. Haha. From this PPP, I learnt a new art skill which is drama. A new element of arts. Memorizing of scripts is also a new thing for me. But, I can say this drama, is the higher end of drama. Ups-and-downs we faced with patience. As mentioned, our efforts are well-paid off. Smiles were shining after the show. But deep down their heart, I believe that the moments we shared, we gonna miss them a lot, not forgetting our beloved scriptwriter cum asst. director who whole-heartedly crack his brain for the script and was not able to turn up for the performance due to National Service. Thank you Hakim T!! I would also like to thank and appreciate the time spent and the commitment the PPP-ians has put in to make into reality. Alhamdulillah. Every start must have an ending. Now, it’s all over for me with PPP. Oh Allah, bless us with what we have done all these while and don’t let any hatred be with us for each other. Amin. Bersabarlah my man...

10:25:00 AM
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15 July 2007

one day...
i hope to be in the group of the champion.
the glorious day to celebrate with mates.
the moment of euthopia.
the strengthened ties that bond.

Alhamdulillah.
Im now with Fityan Ghufran - Inter Mosque Champion.
Haha!!

So, now im left with Pesta Peti Putih and Harmony Race.
Oh god! HE gave me strengths beyond my limits.
Last friday on the 13th - meeting for Harmony Race
Saturday, 14th - MySpex - F.G crowned champion @ Choa Chu Kang
Sunday, 15th - Sepak takraw Comp at Bukit Batok

Hectic weekend seyy.
Oh yarr... On 16th July, Pesta Peti Putih's bump-in rehearsal.
I need to be strong and stay mentally fit.
Insyallah. Amin.

10:28:00 PM
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09 July 2007

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7:32:00 PM
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