25 September 2007

Weekends at J.B!

Ouh! i reallie had a great time back at my granny's modified kampong. Honestly, i'll always start to miss the moment staying there as soon as i step my foot out of the place for home. Lemme share my experience there though is quite a short period of time. When the people- which consists of my parents, my bro, my cuzz n my aunt- set our foot there, we unload stuffs from the boot of the car. I hurriedly searched for my grannies and gave salam, and continued to unload. Unexpectedly, my cuzz told her mum, "Mak, nyaie pengsan", while standing at door, looking at her mum (nyaie - female grandmum in javanese). I went to look at the situation and thinking that i could not be possible that my granny 's fainted. i was then surprised to see her lying on the floor smiling. And so i questioned my cuzz, "You told your mum that nyaie's fainted.. Why?". She answered with a smile,"I dunoe, nyaie told me she's fainted". Shook my head and giggled to myself. "how funny can my granny be...", i told myself. i gain experience of fasting during the month of Ramadhan at locations that were strange to me. alhamdulillah, it well smoothly even though my patience and nafs' were well-tested. hehe... Oh ya! on Sunday morning, i woke up at 11.30am. As soon as i woke up, i roamed my granny's place to look for my pack of cigarette. Not that i wanna smoke but, i wanted to place it in my bag. The last location i remembered putting my cigarette box was at the dining table. To my surprise, i found it next to my granddad, emptied. He finished my 13sticks of cigarette left in it. He didn't fast cos he is sick and still. I wanted to purchase a pack for him but my grandmum stopped me. In the afternoon, i rode on a bike to Taman Perling with my cuzz who's staying at J.B. We were heading to Zul's place then. It was quite a long ride. We got lost upon reaching Zul's place. Alhamdulillah, Yan's aunt fetched me from the location, which was at Perling Mall. Alhamdulillah, the safely reached Zul's place and had a wonderful time spent there. And, not forgetting my beloved stomach, it had some superbly cooked food too!! haha!! Around 8pm, Yan's family and myself headed back home. Smooth journey back to homeland, alhamdulillah.....
That nite, i was bored cos i can't reached her.. so i missed... a matter of believe.

2:28:00 AM
ooh! zip it.

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15 September 2007

Aku tidak mengharap
Aku ingin menebus kesilapan
Aku milik hati dikau
Aku tahu kamu menanti

Tika suatu,
Melangkah ke arah yang maju
Yang merdu, sayu, tapi punyai arah tuju
Aku satu, kau juga begitu
Aku buntu, hilanglah diriku
Tanpa disedari, aku melukankan hati
Yang indah lagi berisi
Mengapa harus ini berlaku sedemikian?
Salahkan diriku kerna meninggalkanmu sendirian
Terimalah sebagai suatu ujian
Kembali aku menghapuskan kesepian
Lepaskanlah cita-cita yang tidak menentu
Kerna tidak ingin kau memilu
Aku hadir semula untuk kau gembira
Bersama niat sempurna untuk selamanya
Tanpa suara aku pujuk kau semula
Bangkitlah hai sayang dari gelita
Mari bersama kita semula
Menjana hidup tanpa duka......

Usah aku tangisi kesilapan diri
Usah doaku berhenti
Usah lagi dikau menanti
Usah curigai perubahan ini
Usah fikirkan aku akan lari lagi
Usah pula dikau fikir aku tiada disisi,oi....

1:02:00 AM
ooh! zip it.

♥