sCrazzy's Crib

20 July 2008

I, still wanna learn things that revolve in this world, knowing or unknowingly. Things that sometimes, we ignore its presence yet its still there. To acknowledge its presence is hard at times. Grab every chance u have, of its presence, though if it's just a glance. Then learn. How? One excellent point that i tink is one of the best will be, to ask. Ask people around u. Put as if u do a survey, just for urself of cos. Lay the questions properly, cos' at times, it may turn people off. Most people learn by asking - engage good communications. By doing this itself, unknowingly, im learning and making people learn, also can be said as indirect teaching.
Basically in this world, u tend to be engrossed wit tings u haf and ignore the existence of other tings. In other words, u lack of explorations. Its not of being distracted wit tings outside ur cirlce. Its to recognise it. In the future, u may encounter this without planning or realising it. There you go, sighing about the past - regret. Also, its not of being nosy or kaypo. Its more of curiousity. But, u must be careful of ur steps when u wanna seek the truth or explore. Mind ur attitude wit the ambience. Different location wit different people has different behaviour/act towards aniting. To explore someting, u nd to be daring, open-minded, aware, active, cautious and some other points that supports exploration attitude.
For now, to sum up, get ur eyes open wide, listen well and get ur legs moving. I dun tink its dat diffcult actually. All of these are based on my experience. This may sound weird to some, but dont ignore cos this may be an article that u need for ur life project.

Wat have been writting up there mayb a crap. Some info shud b taken into considerations. Some shud b a guidance in life. This piece is just more to wat i feel about tings ard. Im still a straight guy, no doubt abt dat.

12:54:00 AM
ooh! zip it.

♥

13 July 2008

Oh goodness!
Parents went off to J.B.

5.55am, i woke up myself using the phone alarm for soccer.. (and subuh)

"don't bring back any friends home" - i didnt when i was so close to do that.

"don't get home late or stay overnighting anywhere" - no! i didn't do that...

All of these are hardly carried out nicely when my mum's around. Ha-ha.

And so, i felt that im more independent for 2days and one night.
Im able to do it when mum's not there.
Is this complacency..?
Whatever it is, im a stubborn child.
Back to my bad old style.... haha!

Witnessed....
By the used waters, it began
By the pictured clouds, lay the descriptions
By the roaring lights, glitter the unspoken
And by the intangible air, lies all the answers
Then, everything was neutralized back to where it belong.
Well, gotta shut it now.

4:29:00 PM
ooh! zip it.

♥

11 July 2008

lemme just leave it to Him since He knows best.
i'll just work for it, feel for it.
hoping that i'll taste the glory.
Glorify is He who createth.

11:59:00 PM
ooh! zip it.

♥

01 July 2008

i know that it's you
i won't tell who
i believe truly it's true
this is the best i can do
for the future with you
still, im trying to

no words can explain
no explanation from my brain
i'll put it simple and plain
though, seeing you i'll be in pain
immobilised, like fully chained
putting myself together to be sane
how far it'll go, i'll not complain
just the love for you, it'll not be slain

people may see im dreaming
maybe it is just an acting
to my beliefs, im not lying
at times it lead to some cryings
well-controlled, i was pretending
your presence kept me thinking
only you who can provide me the lovings
just for you, darling

11:57:00 PM
ooh! zip it.

♥