sCrazzy's Crib

29 September 2008

i smiled cos' u did.
an expression of joy shown to me.
indeed it created a jovial mood in me.
that, drives me to do good.

i've learnt alot, yet it is not enough.
experience teaches me how to react accordingly, positively.
the mixtures with different age group.
in a place where i call community.
i adore communicating with the elders.
the jokes, the experiences shared, the sincerity n etc..
some are for me to instill to self.
interacting with younger group has the fun too.
their movements are able to burst me into tears of joy.
these are creations of God.
i cant deny my love for everyone's smile.
it just so making me strong and stronger each time.
thanks all for making me appreciate life.
In the end, shall we taste death....

im starting to change some things in me.
of cos for a better, insyallah.
this is a challenge to me.
so, u need to help me. :)

~Hey you, funny someone you are. haha!
This will be different Raya without my paternal granddad.
Allah, spare him from any 'azab in the grave. amin.

4:34:00 AM
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10 September 2008

In this beautiful month of Ramadhan, i see alot of good things after every obstacle i go through. before i start with any points, shall i mention this earlier, it is beyond words. Here, whatever that is stated is what lies underneath my heart.

The month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Qur'an, a guidance for mankind, and clear proofs of the guidance, and the Criterion (of right and wrong). And whosoever of you is present, let him fast the month, and whosoever of you is sick or on a journey, (let him fast the same) number of other days. Allah desireth for you ease; He desireth not hardship for you; and (He desireth) that ye should complete the period, and that ye should magnify Allah for having guided you, and that peradventure ye may be thankful. (2:185)

For these past few days, i've been thinking alot much on relationships. Stop stereotyping, not male-female relationship. Engaging good communications with friends of mine strucked my mind. Not all people are the same. So, i have to treat different people differently at different timing and environment. The type of tone, language plays a part too.
Reason for this muhasabah, is to have pleasant environment, also for the betterment of else. In a way or another, im lending my hand to friends of mine to improve their character. I honestly love every one of the people whom i know. Especially to those youngsters who frequently present themselves at my most beloved mosque, Darul Ghufran Mosque. I despise who exist to be self-centered. It can just tear me down. Every conflicts occurred infront of my eyes simply hurt me despite it may not get me involved. Yet, i need someone who i really can share every single detail of my treasured feelings to him/her. I need to settle myself before guiding or being guided by friends.
I felt some pinch these days. It got me disheartened after incidences. To whom shall i share, is yet to be known. I don't want to bottle it up cos' i may create hatred among friends. So far from my intention. Alhamdulillah some relationships have been created and some are being polished.
My friends who read this, be nice to all. Just be nice. It does not make someone less decent or lose by saying 'thank you' , 'sorry' , 'please'.

4:57:00 AM
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08 September 2008

it was plain ordinary thing.
never thought challenges bound to happen.
overlooked by me.
it was Him who made me realised.
it was that thing which was the bridge to deliver it.
the challenge which snapped me out of my snappiness.
in this month of Ramadhan filled with rahmah and maghfirah.
that droplets rolled down my cheek with reasons.
with the perseverance that was witnessed by self.
the answers to 'need' and 'want', revealed.
sacrifice was the other.
love groomed me to be better.
other qualities too.
another young living thing, too, enlightened my path to Heavens.
shall i thank you in silence.
a new communication created during the thing.
smiles at certain period cheered me.
lessons presented were not to be instilled just for the intended.
but, a great lesson for the ones with that intention.
from the roots up till' the leaves shall we obeserve every environment.
ending shall be faced by all that ever existed.
lastly, to Him shall we meet in different manners.
your presence turned me on emotionally, ya abi shahab.

the thing is Ramadhan Youth Camp.
i felt like a better person now, thank u committee members of RYC.
i seek more Guidance, Oh Allah!
Alhamdulillah.

3:46:00 AM
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03 September 2008

When the sun rises,
i've been restricted to consume mostly everything.
except, to inhale and exhale.
eyes opened, hands-on.
working to earn for a purpose.
experiences gain to share with others.
also, patience tested to endure.
smiles created, cheering up the mood.
hunger and thirst obstructed me not.
with nice people around, soothes any unpleasant mood.
the entasked job, shall i be carrying out gladly.
the presence of you, create better ambience.
the presence of you, ligthen me some load.
He who burden someone beyond its scope, not.

when the sun sets,
shall i consume according to His laws.
shall i prostray according to my wish.
shall i remember Him with my every actions done.
serenity have been felt.
joyful moments continue to be created.
in that blue structure.
also, in that yellow structure too.
you, have been making me smile.
you, again have helped me.
the fun and laughters, the call of prayers.
He who gave these glad-tidings.

Alhamdulillah, He allows me to meet Ramadhan again. Subhanallah.

يَـٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ كُتِبَ عَلَيۡڪُمُ ٱلصِّيَامُ كَمَا كُتِبَ عَلَى ٱلَّذِينَ مِن قَبۡلِڪُمۡ لَعَلَّكُمۡ تَتَّقُونَ (١٨٣) أَيَّامً۬ا مَّعۡدُودَٲتٍ۬‌ۚ فَمَن كَانَ مِنكُم مَّرِيضًا أَوۡ عَلَىٰ سَفَرٍ۬ فَعِدَّةٌ۬ مِّنۡ أَيَّامٍ أُخَرَ‌ۚ وَعَلَى ٱلَّذِينَ يُطِيقُونَهُ ۥ فِدۡيَةٌ۬ طَعَامُ مِسۡكِينٍ۬‌ۖ فَمَن تَطَوَّعَ خَيۡرً۬ا فَهُوَ خَيۡرٌ۬ لَّهُ ۥ‌ۚ وَأَن تَصُومُواْ خَيۡرٌ۬ لَّڪُمۡ‌ۖ إِن كُنتُمۡ تَعۡلَمُونَ (١٨٤) شَہۡرُ رَمَضَانَ ٱلَّذِىٓ أُنزِلَ فِيهِ ٱلۡقُرۡءَانُ هُدً۬ى لِّلنَّاسِ وَبَيِّنَـٰتٍ۬ مِّنَ ٱلۡهُدَىٰ وَٱلۡفُرۡقَانِ‌ۚ فَمَن شَہِدَ مِنكُمُ ٱلشَّہۡرَ فَلۡيَصُمۡهُ‌ۖ وَمَن ڪَانَ مَرِيضًا أَوۡ عَلَىٰ سَفَرٍ۬ فَعِدَّةٌ۬ مِّنۡ أَيَّامٍ أُخَرَ‌ۗ يُرِيدُ ٱللَّهُ بِڪُمُ ٱلۡيُسۡرَ وَلَا يُرِيدُ بِڪُمُ ٱلۡعُسۡرَ وَلِتُڪۡمِلُواْ ٱلۡعِدَّةَ وَلِتُڪَبِّرُواْ ٱللَّهَ عَلَىٰ مَا هَدَٮٰكُمۡ وَلَعَلَّڪُمۡ تَشۡكُرُونَ (١٨٥
O ye who believe! Fasting is prescribed for you, even as it was prescribed for those before you, that ye may ward off (evil); (183) (Fast) a certain number of days; and (for) him who is sick among you, or on a journey, (the same) number of other days; and for those who can afford it there is a ransom: the feeding of a man in need - but whoso doeth good of his own accord, it is better for him: and that ye fast is better for you if ye did but know - (184) The month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Qur'an, a guidance for mankind, and clear proofs of the guidance, and the Criterion (of right and wrong). And whosoever of you is present, let him fast the month, and whosoever of you is sick or on a journey, (let him fast the same) number of other days. Allah desireth for you ease; He desireth not hardship for you; and (He desireth) that ye should complete the period, and that ye should magnify Allah for having guided you, and that peradventure ye may be thankful. (185) And when My servants question thee concerning Me, then surely I am nigh. I answer the prayer of the suppliant when he crieth unto Me. So let them hear My call and let them trust in Me, in order that they may be led aright

2:14:00 PM
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